I feel like I am walking on egg shells 3 feet thick. We are under the microscope 24/7. The treatment process is like brainwashing. They want to lay you down, cut you open, then scrape everything that’s inside out. Then they want to put back in what they want to be there. You fight to retain “me”. Many parts of the treatment go against my walk with God, opposite to Scripture and the way I was raised.